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deadxinside13
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I was anorexic for years... I'm now about 20kgs+ more than my lw of 41 :( it's disgusting... I'm 5 foot 7.. And feel like a blimp... If I could lose 5kg I'd be the happiest person in the world ... When things are out of control, this is where I turn.
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je_menfous
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je_menfous
Hi everyone~Active community alert! (well, will be once YOU join!)

I noticed this community was dead so I thought it would be alright to tell you about my community I am trying to get active again- big_eds I opened big eds in 2009 as a community for bigger girls, however I have recently opened the doors to ALL eating disordered/disordered eating sufferers. We do have open membership with members only posts to protect our members from the outside. We have very few rules besides being kind, so posting is very free and fun!
Please come join me over at big_eds...because eating disorders are big problems.

(x-posted)
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xsailingaway
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I would love to have a texting buddy for anyone who lives in Australia as I feel my support system is dwindling.
Feel free to DM me if you're interested :)

xx
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6twistedreality
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6twistedreality
my bf dog that i've been taking care of along with my dogs just passed yesterday morning at 6:30 am, i need somewhere to talk about it and i know its off topic but its thrown me into a whirlwind of emotions and lack of emotion. I can't get watching his death out of my head, (about to get graffic)... i can't get out watching him vomit blood and take his last breath pronouncing him dead to my boyfriend his voice in the background saying no as he knew what was happening, the white color of his toung on the dark red of the blood, the smell... the smell most of all is what i can't shake, his eyes right before he died looking deep into my soul, i can't bring myself to tears about him i can't cry but i can't shake the image and every time i think i do it comes creeping back up on me. it sent me into a whilewind bindge where i just wanted to eat everything i could get my hands on and now its kicking up my ocd which i know when it kicks up my ana tendances are not short to fallow and i can feel them kicking in i'm not hungry i'm not thursty i want laxatives, i'm just so a mess! i feel like i'm spiraling but am numb at the same time. like i'm just going through the motions but not really here. can i just stop existing! i give up!
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equinoxglow
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Hi eveyone!
Been watching LJ's communities for a while(but seems that most are dead) and Tumblr just doesn't do for me.

A little bit about myself...
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Love,
Equinox
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fatassneedshelp
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fatassneedshelp
So it's been 3 weeks, and I'm not losing. I can't figure out what I'm doing wrong. :( I've been averaging about 900 cals a day. Any ideas or suggestions would be appreciated! Thanks.
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nala3031
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This is my first post here. Have had ed issues for over 15yrs. Mia and now Ana. Ana is much easier for me now than when i was younger. So anyway here I am skinner than highschool weight but still not happy i just want to get to the teens!!! I will do it!!!!just looking for a little support
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eyemisslindsayw
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Now it says I'm 55.6kg wtf I am upset about this.
Evil scales

Today pic

Such pretty legs

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eyemisslindsayw
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Today 54.2 but I feel a bit light headed and unwell
So I'm not exercising today
Maybe just some weights later if I feel better
So far about 600cal consumed
But still one more meal to go so idk how ill do
Keep focused
Remember that career and money to support my family is on the line here with every action I take make it a step towards victory.

Today's pic is jpop idol group momoiro clover

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fatassneedshelp
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Ok, so I'm fairly new to LJ, but I've been on fb for like forever. lol
Anyway, I'm a binge eater, like bad. It sucks, cuz I'm upwards of 220 at 5'6" (so gross, omg)
and I'm trying to turn my bingeing into ana...I think this could possibly be the most difficult thing ever. Soooo..I need help! I need friends who understand that I don't just want to be ana, I NEED to. Being as FAT as I am is going to kill me, and that's just not ok.
So, if you want to be friends, or think you can help me then PLEASE message me.

Thanks.
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f4dingst4rs
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My name is Katie and I am 22. I have had disordered eating thoughts and patterns for 11ish years, and tbh I just keep gaining. I will lose 20 lbs, my normal eating or worse BED will return and I will gain 30-40 lbs back. I need to stop. I miss xanga, it was my first pro-ana home but they shut it down and so I made a tumblr (t0xicanaprincess) but the community just isn't the same. I will be posting a lot on this blog, but I also post daily on my tumblr one as well. I need some friends to help me stay true to myself and who can keep me motivated to restrict. I will give helpful advice c; wink wink, if you message me.
I don't text but I can kik and email OH! I can also imessage and facetime.
Let me know if you need an anabuddy okay?
Also link your ED tumblrs so I can follow them <3
Stay Strong!
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nudgenudge_girl
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Hey, I'm semi new to LJ, I lost touch with it for a while. Back now though, this is the only place I've ever found support. I used to be so skinny and I've just piled an absolutely disgusting amount of weight on. I look horrific, I can't even weigh myself, I'm too scared to. I need some help or some kind of advice, does anyone have tips on what to do when they're tempted? I just give into temptation too easily.
xo
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I'm back again.i had to make a new profile because it's been so long that i don't even remember any of the old one. So here's a little update on what's going on with me lately.I'm 24 years old and have been fighting my ED since i was ten.I've been good with it for the the years.i thought i"grew out of it". I had my sn and am married now, but times have been increasingly stressful.my husband is an alcoholic and his addiction had caused be to binge when I'm upset.I've been having triggers for the last few months, but the other day i had the biggest trigger of all. Someone that hasn't seen me in a few years said I'm looking plump. That has spiraled my mind backwards and I've been weighing myself everyday now since.so far I've only lost five pounds. I'm 5'2" and 132.4 lowest weight 104 highest (pregnant) 168 goal 99. I've been trying to eat only dinner buti keep stress eating.i would love to havesome one message me and keep me busy or challenge each other.
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cracking_ice
Hi! I am in need of a texting buddy. I am planning on fasting tomorrow. When I fast I am always good until I get home from school and I'm surrounded by food. So please, can anyone help me? :)

Current Mood: nervous nervous

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m_i_a91
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Back again and bigger than ever.
My anxiety and stress levels have never been so high, therefore my ed behaviors have returned faster and stronger than ever.
I'm speaking to you guys after a horrible b/p episode and just need to vent as well as some advice.
just need a friendly ear that will listen and understand.

I'm flying back to the UK next week after living in new Zealand for 3 years. My ed behaviours have been 'under control' and I was doing really well until the beginning of this year I went to a club and was outside having a ciggerette with my friends, a man comes up and asks for a smoke. We politely decline at which point he calls my 3 friend whores but points at me and says fat whore.the day after the night before, I stepped on the scales to find out i had reached a whopping 105 KGS. And immediately my bulimia and restricting began with a vengeance once again.

Stats
HW 105kg
LW 55
CW 88kg

Current Mood: disappointed disappointed

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daisy_2405
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Hi everyone! I'm not necessarily new to LJ but I went away for a little bit and I'm trying to find a supportive group online and offline. I've been bulimic for a while, then was in recovery and gained a lot of weight (typical) so now I need to lose it again. I'm on FB, Instagram, and can text (if you're in the states). I'm 25 which feels really old on LJ. A lot of my friends here just disappeared. Comment, add me, message me, whatever I think I'm pretty friendly.

Looking forward to finding new people! :)
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miss_runaway014
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Hey folks! I used to have an active blog on Xanga, but their doing something screwy right now and it has been a while. So, I am joining LJ. New here looking for friends and support system. Mostly off the blogging scene but on the blogging scene as well. I have Yahoo you can add me Miss_runaway0502
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6twistedreality
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do any of u get so cold and can't seem to get warm? what do you do? my feet get so cold they hurt! i just want them to warm up but they won't and i can't make them any ideas?
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6twistedreality
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Party one tomorrow only staying like an hour or so due to the fact that my boyfriend has to work which is good considering that its going to be less time that i'm going to be in a huge group which i can't really deal well with 30 ppls in a 2 bedroom apt isn't my idea of awesome... its my store manager and i don't really have a choice i have to show up and be "professional" but the one that is really getting me stressed is the one where my dad is going to be involved i know hes going to make some smart ass comment about my body or my weight and i'm going to be under a magnifying glass. i hate it i'm so stressed i'm about to go clean my face like 100 times and brush my teeth with 3 different whiting tooth pastes i have to be perfect to even think about seeing him and its going to be a huge ass agreement there because we always argue

TMI but my period is being so funny its like here but its not i feel bloated and crappy and ugh but its like spotty not like it normally is where its here for a week and then gone it feels like this one is going to last forever!

luckily i have a truck to unload tomorrow by myself so that should burn the hell out of some calories since i'm bad about working out and its something i almost never do i need to be down 22 lbs with a quickness! my goal is to reach a whole new low weight that ive never seen in my adult life. i wish i could somehow lose those 22 lbs in 5 days before i have to see my dad maybe that could have curbed his ability to comment on my body weight

my bf knows whats going on now which i'm not excited about, he just doesn't understand at all and i don't know how to make him understand he says i need to just fucking eat and quit worrying about my weight because he thinks i'm fine the way i am but fine is just a way of saying that i'm good enough not that i'm what he wants or that i'm beautiful in his eyes and i saw the pictures he drew of women vs the one he drew of me and i looked like a COW! we had a huge argument last night because i couldn't seem to get a handle on my temper

does anyone else have temper problems? how do you cope and not take it out on loved ones???
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6twistedreality
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6twistedreality
well i slept a good portion of the day away probably because i was up and down all night cause of the laxatives dads being a dick head again i'm about to so fuck you stay the hell out of my life because i'm so tired of all his drama i just can't deal with that and everything else that is going on i have to worrie about my house and having enough money to get to and from work i guess the great part about that is i don't really have the extra money for food so the only problems come in when i am forced to go out and eat with family i keep trying to find reasons not to go but after a while they are going to start thinking i'm avoiding them which is not true i really love my mom despite all the issues i have with her weight and how she eats but she has a good heart underneath is all and my step father is the same way but also has a huge heart and idk my dad eats right hes just a fuckin ass and there are other issues that i'm so not getting into but i'm so over the control that he has on me... I WANT TO BE IN CONTROL OF MY OWN LIFE this is my life not anyone elses I WANT TO LIVE IT THE WAY I WANT TO LIVE IT... anyway i cleaned the house for like an hour today got to wrap presents for x - mas i need to go to wal mart and get a new cell charger since the dog decided to chew it up again i don't understand y he does that i guess its cause i leave him alone all day in my room might have to start kenneling him while i'm at work but i hate doing that cause hes normally good but it looks like he wants to be a pain the only thing is walmart is like a 30 min drive that i really don't feel like making plus the gas just sucks but i really need to finish out x-mas gifts before i wrap them sorry this is a long rant but i needed somewhere to come to let some stuff out...

i just wish there was someone i could talk about about my dad that would truly understand where i'm coming from... i hate him so much but he has this major control over my and its just so frustrating because i feel like i'm slamming my head into a brick wall about him i want to say FUCK YOU get out of my life but he has this way of making me feel like the worst person in the world for trying to do it and i always end up backing out

hit brick wall plz meet head, and again and again!
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